I have been dragging all week. Me and Sydney were sick last weekend, she had a cold and I had strep, and we started off the week feeling bad. It has been kind of hard to catch up! My doctor gave me a shot of B vitamins and I would hate to think how this week would have gone had I not had that energy boost! I think I need a daily shot.
Like I said, I don't want to complain because I know there are definitely people who had a harder week than I did, but I was in a really bad mood one day. My kids, family, and others may disagree, especially "the others" that don't have to love or like me, but I don't ever have a day that I just feel b****y. I get in bad moods, don't feel good, vent really loudly (at home to my mom or sister), but I don't really act ugly to anybody. I had one day this week where I really envied all the TV and movie characters that are known as b*****s and just let it go and don't care. They don't really seem happy, but I think it would be nice sometimes to just not care and do or say whatever you want. Most of the time, people don't mess with people like that because they don't know what they will get back. We should all get a free pass to just have one day a year to be like that. But, then we would also need a time machine to go back and erase hurting anybody's feelings.
Why does the character Alexis Carrington come to mind? There are many women on tv and movies who have to enjoy playing the mean characters.
Alexis to Blake: Take this junk, and your blonde tramp, and get out of my house!
Alexis to Fallon: I'm glad to see that your father had your teeth fixed... if not your tongue.
Alexis to Krystle: I just can't wait for the day when I see you walking out of this house carrying the same two cheap plastic suitcases that you walked in here with!ultimatedynasty
I did have a facebook moment that I don't feel bad about, but that is a whole other blog! Sometimes we just have to get things out and off our chests. I am always afraid of Karma. She can be a b***h, but she can also be your best friend. Depends on where you are in the situation. She definitely shows up late if you want her to appear and way too soon if you don't, but I guess better late than never.
I heard the song, "Keep Your Head Up" on the way to take Stratton to school. I love it. It definitely speaks to me. No matter how tough things can be, I have to remember to keep my faith and know "it'll turn out fine." I saw a church sign a few months back that said,"Look back have regrets, Look ahead have worry, Look up have faith." I guess when we have weeks like this we have to keep our heads up. At least we are looking "up" towards the right direction!